Thoughts

I think I'm dark when I say I have weird thoughts,
when I raise your glass and drink the rest of your scots.

I think I'm dark when I keep two pillows in my bed,
knowing that on one side used to lay your head.

I think I'm dark when I dream of you saying goodbye,
when I know you are not that type of guy.

I think I'm dark when I see your fingertips on the toffee,
when I touch the traces and spill the rest of it in my coffee.

I think I'm dark when I do things I do not understand,
blowing out an old wish I wrote on the sand.

I think I'm dark when I sleep right after I wish to you goodnight,
when I close my eyes and I know that you are alright.

I think I'm dark when I change mood from one minute to another,
when I confuse my feelings and you have to stay my spiritual brother.

I think I'm dark when I'm afraid of change,
afraid to look at you and see there's something strange.

I think I'm dark when I suddenly wake up in the early dawn,
when I take a look at the bed and feel like a curious swan.

I think I'm dark when I accidentally see you waiting for the bus,
when I have so much to say but you're always in a rush.

I think I'm dark when I still want more,
but I always know that's not what you're here for.